January 16th, 2009
sometimes i forget to grocery shop for months on end
only to wake up one morning and realize that if i were to get snowed in
all i would have to eat would be 3 cans of fruit cocktail
a box of instant oatmeal
and a can of chic peas
on the plus side
i am also the kind of kid who would be ok living of
those sorts of rations.
March 16th, 2008
today, i pick up my 90 day chip.
90 days with no weed. alcohol, or pills.
March 12th, 2008
i just had to cancel my surgery i was supposed to have next week.
some sort of preexisting hold waiting perioud nonsense with my insurance since ive only been with them since november.
i am devastated.
im so tired of being in such intense pain all the time.
i could handle it when i drank and smoked every day. to be completely honest, the constant pain is one of the myriad of reasons that i did smoke and drink every day.
i hurt so bad all the time now.
i dont know how im going to stay sober until august hurting this much. yea, august. thats when i get to have surgery now.
i dont know how im going to do this.
but i will.
the resignation that i will be living in intense pain for another 4 months is weighing down real hard on me.
and the tide of disappointment is overwhelming.
January 29th, 2008
January 14th, 2008
i am incredibly ill
and i am not enjoying it.
May 9th, 2007
i realized last night how much i miss sara sherwood.
May 5th, 2007
yea, picked the wrong horse.
thats two years in a row.
i fear i may be losing my touch.
May 3rd, 2007
ok. im making my official announcement.
i am ready to call it.
tiago will win the kentucky derby.
i'm historically remarkably accurate about picking derby winner. like, ive picked 8 out of the past 10.
May 2nd, 2007
so i asked the new girl to go on a date with me because i can arrange to be passing through her neck of the woods before i head to camp.
and it made her day.
and that made my day.
so days have been made all around, and i have a date with a cute geek who i could potentially dig.
April 26th, 2007
hm. yea, yea,
thats what we call karma.
don't gloat, anne.
thats horribly unbecoming.
but i do feel that i am allowed at least one smug little smirk.